Today has all the number twos, number eights and number elevens.
Well, the magic ringing – – – – Barbera is playing silly buggers today. She was a bit of a marching band yesterday but this morning she is 5 blooming bands.
The pressure in the right side of my face and ear/head is pretty rough as well.
The weather is grim. cold, wet and very very windy. I often wonder if it is all part and parcel of the air pressure being low. It is 1004 now. Usually sits around 1025 local to here.
Well, the tiredness, the fatigue and the pressure is pretty bloody rough.
I am working, albeit pretty blooming slowly. I am listening to the noise and only making it worse in my head. I feel a sense of nervousness.
The reminder to myself in my head is – Feel satisfied with barbera and the band. Enjoy the joy of having a special friend Barbera. Listen to her. Let Barbera play.
Yes, ok Ropes. Easier said than done that mate. A load of bollocks but I know I need to do something to train myself away from the noise.
I just want to go and distract myself, fall asleep where the noise cant be heard.
ENT again on the 10th. Lets see the outcome from the MRI etc.
On another note, I have not won the lottery today or been asked to act as a benificiary to anyone for 57 Million usd from Nigeria either. Shame that .
God bless Barbera.
